There is no love if there is no trust~

There is no love if there is no trust~

Alone

Sometimes i feel wants to be alone~ just cook and do some house chores, lying on the bed doin nothing, just relax!!!! this week has been so tough for me. Have to settle alot of stuff. Dont really feel wants to talk.

And i believe that times fly people change. Good or bad depends on you to judge. Slowly slowly i can see changing in him which make me think twice. Why is tht? How is it happend? People love to go club but not me! M thinking very hard this few weeks, ever since semester start and the fight start. I know why! Not enough respect and trust. I try hard not to take it as an issue but once i keep silent he think m dead fish.

Keep going........or keep walking? I dunno? What should i do to keep it simple? Revange is not the word. As Archie said: No revange is the sweetest revange after all!

My First Time in 09

Oh ya! i got my first tattoo in 09! Is 7 different type of stars. I love it and i know i wont regret to get this! Cause it means alot to me~

Unforgoten Day in my life-Vday09

Happy V'days to everyone. I know is belated post but its okie right!
This year i spend my 1st valentines with my beloved one. Thou morning i have very bad pms. But daddy give me suprise by bringing me to spring n get me love pillow n a bouquet of piggy & donkey cause he knew i dont like flower.
I bought him a esprit watch cause he loss the 1st watch i bought for him. He love it so much! He is careless baby. Thn at 2pm we head to Red....something karaokea at 101 mall. This is their 1st time went to karaokea. I found out the karaokea is belong to feyment. Nice~ We have nice time there...singing and dancing. Around 5 i feel so tired n dizzy. Went to uni to meet mahmun need him to settle my account.
Daddy said tonight he will bring me to dinner. My baby so sweet. He booked the table 3 days back with frenz help. Went to chef at home cafe.....nice food they serve n nice decoration. Love this guy so much cause he did so many things for me. I really love being with him even though he bug me alot. But sometimes i enjoyed it. I hope god bless us. Miss him alot.......& love him the most.

Bad Daugther~

I'm a bad daugther. Today i make my mommy cry. I feel so bad. I know why she cry, she feel very sad cause its been a while i din called her since a came bck from sarikei. She know why i din called her.
Besides i make my father cry as well cause i scold him and i bully him. Wht kind of daugther i am? hai~~~ feel so bad now.

Gong xi Fa Chai

with my cousin

Phoebe & ant

Today is 9th day of CNY. Came back to kuching for work since last friday. Very boring. Same old things everyday.
About CNY:
-CNY eve~ Playing Cards with father for 4 hours. Loss almost RM100 but happy cause father willing to sit in the living room and eat CNY dinner with us.

~ 1st day of CNY- went to church early in the morning. Din meet any old frenz like b4. This year abit boring cause most of my relative not in hometown. Went back home sleep again till noon time. Visit my aunty house.....night continue playing card.

~2nd day- Went to Sibu but flooding thn go bck home

~3rd day-Annie and Ah khai come to sarikei, went to visit jen,leng,and soon house. At nite went to ah nga house.

~4th day-Come bck to kuching. Tired......with cousin.


Will upload the pic soon...........

Did i loss Weight? Will update in next post!

Oh yah~ I pass all my subject and get better GPA this time!!!! Got 1D sumore. CNY resolution: Get better than last semester~ cross finger...hohoho

Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow's is mystery,
Today's is a gift That is why it's called the Present!

My way of ON DIET ! How bout YOU?

Fat is the random words come out from ladies mouth everyday. Agree? M one of the ladies, so i consider my self chubby but not fat. But still i need to work out my self everyday to stay fit and healthy.
Thus, i will tell you my way of on diet, and will show the result one day before chinese new year. My weight now is 56kg, 161cm,BMI 26 consider healthy. My waise is 28cm, bummie i dunno,chest is 32B. I start workout since 30 december 2008.

1. Early morning took bath, as i know take bath in the morning will make u fresher and your blood circulation will flow better.
2. Grab something to eat in the morning,minimun nestum+milo + Tiger biscuit and 1 cup of ginger tea will make ur face red red and sweating.
3. Lunch= 1 meat and 2 vege........at least 2 piece of small meat.
4. After meal, Hot green tea to clear the oil.
5. Make sure go toilet at least once in a day to potty.
6. Around 3 something, Infrared sauna at least 20 minutes at 55 to 60 degree to burn the calories.
7. Full Body massage for 1 and half hour RM30 at least 4 times a month.( depends on the pocket money)
8. My target weight is 50kg
9. let see what happen in 25 january............

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DIET?

Have you ever feel like eating more during your diet time, you taking slimming pills which doesnt make you feel hungry but cause of evil mind you still eat? I think this will happend to those people who love food alot. They eat not because they feel hungry, but eat cause they want to eat whats appeare in their mind. I'm one of them. Now i know why i never loss weight except when i get sick.
I'm trying to on diet this feel weeks cause of chinese new year. So, trying to take slimming pills that introduce by my friend, she said after taking the pills she don't felt hungry at all and she loss 1kg in 2 days. Just imagine!!!!! So, m trying not to think of eating any food. But when lunch time comes, my mind keep thinking what to eat even i really dun feel hungry. Is just i want to grab something to eat, and my stomach seems like unhappy. M really confues. Another thing is, i cant resist food during party or someone treat. I just feel so sorry and so wasted if i dont eat even m not hungry. Shit yaarrrrr..........m so spoil......
Let see, how many kg m goin to loss during chinese new year. I try go sauna everyday to burn my calories. Wait & See

HApPy New Year 2009 !!!

New year, New beginning?

As everyone said new year new beginning is it true? I hope so! and i hope the begining is good! I spend my new year in Hilton sensor this year. No bad! Lots of people and everyone is drinking and smocking. The theme for tonight is BOND. Thus can see everyone is wearing tuxedo n dress. We just go with shirt n jeans cause we dunno about that.

My new year Resolution:

1. Loss 5kg


2. Get at least 1 D in exam.(d for distinction)


3. Clear my mind n think what i want in my life.


4. Save money for July trip.


5. Buy MJ medical card


6. Be more patient


7. SMILE everyday


8. .............to be continue